IMPOSSIBRU!!!

Posted by zac1475 in Oct 08, 2012, under Uncategorized

I keep telling myself it’s fine, maybe it will work out. Maybe i’ll get her back! BUT then theres always that one thing that makes me go “Fuck forgot about reality -_-” and i get mad. I mean how can we get to know her better if we almost never see each other! Just now on FB she posted about our friend Jack being there like a minute ago and it just reminds me about my distance from everybody i know. I live 45 minutes away for god’s sake! That’s why i can’t have a relationship with anyone or i don’t know what my friends are doing unless it’s on FB! Every time i go to hang out it’s scheduled a week before and it ends up being inconvenient! I also never hang out with anyone in my neighborhood because our friendships have drifted apart! Oh the lonely life of a transfer student!

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Hooray for shit

Posted by zac1475 in Oct 05, 2012, under Uncategorized

So i feel like bad luck has been following me but i don’t know why……first it was raining a lot. Normal right? Then my friend says my GF might break up with me. I get all stressed out. She does break up with me. A good friend of mine keeps making stupid jokes about it and makes things awkward. My little bro’s baseball team got shut out the past 2 games (10-0 & 13-0). I can’t hit a baseball for shit anymore after practicing for a good 20 minutes i finally hit something. We got home and dinner was fucking disgusting, i almost threw up. Then, finally, my neighbors house flooded. Upstairs toilet overflowed for about 7-8 hours before they got home. They don’t speak english very well so my dad and I were there for 2 hours helping them clean up a little and get their insurance figured out before the firefighters got there. Then i felt useless for an hour just standing there watching. Got home 30 minutes ago and can’t sleep so i decided to pass the time by complaining about shit you don’t care about :)

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Better than nothing i guess

Posted by zac1475 in Oct 04, 2012, under Uncategorized

So my girlfriend broke up with me yesterday. Today my friend convinced me to go to the local coffee shop, not remembering that she goes there almost every day. Being extremely awkward we went out back while she sat inside with some of our other friends. After she left i texted her apologizing for showing up and making it awkward. She replied, pissed because it was so awkward and suggested we be friends until we find out more about each other, then maybe we can give it another shot. I say, better than nothing!

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Doomed from the start

Posted by zac1475 in Oct 03, 2012, under Uncategorized

I only met my girlfriend a month ago. Within a week i asked her out because she liked me and i liked her. Everything was going great. I could be myself around her and she accepted me.Yet, it seemed fake. Why had somebody so amazing as her just appeared out of nowhere? We barely knew anything about each other but all our friends thought we were the perfect couple. I just couldn’t figure it out. All i knew was that she was way out of my league and had not yet realized this. I was waiting for her to decide i wasn’t good enough. I tried so hard to be everything i’m not. Something in me knew it was doomed from the start but i couldn’t give up on something like this. Eventually it was just too much. Just now she decided that we didn’t know each other well enough. She wants to be friends until we know more about each other. I’ll keep fighting and hoping, but i know it’s unlikely anything will happen to change her mind.

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Awkwardly tall

Posted by zac1475 in Oct 02, 2012, under Uncategorized

Being 6′ and skinny doesn’t help when all you wear is jeans. All of my pairs were about an inch short so i ask to go shopping for new ones after school, but my mom decides to go during the day instead. She buys 2 pairs of Levi’s for over $100. They’re too big.

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Oh the irony….

Posted by zac1475 in Sep 30, 2012, under Uncategorized

So my ex-gf (with whom i had fallen in love with and gotten my heart broken by) randomly fb messaged me complaining about her new bf. Does it make me a bad person if i’m laughing my ass off right now?

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First post!

Posted by zac1475 in Sep 28, 2012, under Uncategorized

Ok so at 9:30 my distant cousin randomly FB messages me “wassup nigga?”. I told her off for being fucking stupid (we’re a white family btw) because she would get her ass kicked, so instead she just brags about how her college BF is amazing in bed! Like WTF i don’t wanna know that shit!!! I told her to shutup but she said i was “just jealous” so i was like “WOAH woah woah hold on you’re my fucking cousin!!!! Incest alert!” Then she called me stupid and got off hahaha i don’t think we’ll be talking for a while…..

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Hey i’m…..

Posted by zac1475 in Sep 28, 2012, under Uncategorized

….just a teen. Stuff has been happening a llot so now i have a place to vent/complain about it hahaha hope you enjoy my misadventures!

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